I hold my breath as this life starts to take its toll
I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds
But oh, God, I feel I’ve been lied to
Lost all faith in the things I have achieved
And I
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I’ve woken now to find myself
In the shadows of all I have created
I’m longing to be lost in you
(away from this place I have made)
Just take me away from me
Crawling through this world as disease flows through my veins
I look into myself, but my own heart has been changed
I can’t go on like this
I loathe all I’ve become
Lost in a dying world I reach for something more
I have grown so weary of this lie I live
